Broken-Arts

I took a long ass break from everything for various reasons and its a good thing , holy crap do i feel hella of a lot better , but the theres a problem. I am not active as much still never the less , and i cant draw like i used too.... sigh i have to start over from scratch it feels like . Goodnews i will be drawing though ( although i wonder how many people actually still watch me ) and be doing it in mostly streams . I wont be posting much except the livestreams i do and maybe and only maybe if i like the piece enough i will post it. ( or if i even finish it ) I am sorry to those who have messaged me and i have not messaged back and sorry t

Seriously ... Why .. Why do you have to make it so fucking god damn hard on me!!! I haven't killed anyone yet !! Is this what god is telling me to do ?! Kill something ?! Because life is just wanting to tear at my insides !!!! Why... Why can't I fucking have one single god damn thing right ! It seriously doesn't seem like it matters at all now !!! What the hell am I suppose to do ... Know one even knows ! No one can truly understand the way I feel about this I'm me ... They are them ... They can sympathize , but no one can give me true empathy I'm alone in this But why do I tell everyone this .... Why am I putting all this down for you

Lets make something happy ~pockay (https://www.deviantart.com/pockay):iconsaysplz: give me a meme . Can't draw cause I'm out of nibs